I didn’t blog yesterday.
I was half too upset about my Court Report, but half of me just went, “Fuck. Studying doesn’t seem to help, might as well play games tonight.”
So I did. LOL. Dota 2 until 12AM at least?
It was very stress relieving.
Probably bad, but stress relieving because for the time you play, you are completely distracted.
Sigh.
The result of this latest assessment hit me particularly hard. Why?
Because I was so sure about it.
No, not just that.
Because there isn’t anything really that is so wrong about it.
Everyone else’s were just better.
The only thing I can think of to cheer me up is, “Hey, at least I didn’t fail.”
fhssjxjsnsjfdj uni is so hard.
I booked a driving lesson today for 8:30AM. Even though Friday is my day off, I like giving myself a reason to wake up early. Usually I sleep in until 11AM LOL.
This way, I find myself studying or at least doing something in the morning.
Sigh.
Somehow I get this feeling that it all fits in my “everything balances out” theory.
Hmm, well not exactly. LOL its like the accounting dual effect.
And the contract law effect that there must be sufficient consideration, but it doesn’t have to be adequate. LMAO its even like the opportunity cost thingy we learned in economics, in some cases.
BASICALLY. When I say everything balances out, I mean for one thing to benefit you, another thing will be a detriment to you. These two things don’t have to be of equal value to you.
Like say, you do well in school, but you also have a fight with your friend. Perhaps doing well at school is more important to you because it affects you in the long run, as opposed to a single fight with your friend. Or the other way around. Depends on your own values. But anyway yeah, thats my balancing theory.
I probably sound like a nut job LOL cause I actually believe it.
Anyway today is work day. Studying.
My name is Meg, some call me Gem, others Megan. I'm an eighteen year old girl from Australia who has a domain addiction and is about to enter the world of University where I hope to not get pummeled by Comm/Law. I have an amazing boyfriend named Bryan who likes to make up words and stuff with me.